So I just recently got out of a long relationship..and for the most part I blamed myself...although a relationship takes 2 people. It's a give take situation..but it possibly couldn't be JUST my fault? It's cause and effect type of shit.
So I decided to stop thinking about WHAT I was doing wrong..and started to look at it why DID I do the things I did...
so I came up with a "List" of ways you can make your relationship last a little longer. which are TOTALLY simple...
starting with...
1. Give her attention/affection.
DOESN'T have to be all the time..but make the effort especially when she least expects it. we hate being deprived especially when we need it the most.
2. TAKE the blame for some things.
Don't put all the blame on her..it's a lot to have on your shoulders...Trust.
3. Don't talk down..even if you if you don't mean to sometimes. It's always hard for somebody to be told HOW bad they are..and how they need to change.
4. Don't ignore her/him when your mad.
Let her/him know what's going on with you..it sends mixed signals...when were being ignored "all news is bad news"...that's where I messed up..or shall I say HE messed up?
5.Don't walk/leave her/him when they need you the most.
although it's hard to help somebody out..and you might have to take TIME out of your day..do it. because it's hard for someone to be alone when the ONLY person they want..doesn't want to be around. STICK around and talk..make them feel loved even if you don't want too.
ANYWHO went off on a little vent session right there if you couldn't tell lmao.
This is my anthem for a while haha. lawd Will.I.am is a musical fucking GENIUS.
I hate when blogs are all font. so I'll post some pickchas.
I cut my hair at the beginning of june..so my hair has grown about a good inch since than. =]
which is good progress right?
it's going through this "awkward" stage...but it's GROWING so I am fine LOL.
I suggest to ladies who want to cut your hair...DON'T DO IT.. it might be cute...but the growing process is a bitch
SO I know I am super late...BUT today I finally went to go see "THE DARK KNIGHT" at the I-max theater (if you don't know its the big 3D looking shit with surround sound) with my role dawg Mr.Sam Wise..
Say hello to Sam wise. (http://www.myspace.com/Iamdeltag)
but check it out...we were BLOWED...toasted..etc lmao.
so it completely intensified the fact that the movie was completely BAD ASS...of course heath ledger lived up to what everyone was saying..he definitely made the movie..Batman kinda made me upset..even though I did find him sexy at parts, haha. with his wack ass CHANGING voice during the whole movie...I was high as fuck and still was annoyed by that shit.
anywho... heath ledger was sexy as hell while he was living.
another subject id like to address...
is "weed smoking"... I know it's not approriate and I could probably do better things.. BUT it's not like a constant thing..I do it OCCASIONALLY. People blow smoking weed out of porportion..smh.
and the fact that it's not "LADY LIKE".... OH BLAH. I have never been a girly girl..I have always been myself when it came down to it. So if im not "lady like" fuck it =]
Me and her attitude are quite alike..I dig it haha, except Im not gay =/
SO SMOKE THAT. -sticks toungue out-
Anywho I just ate mickey d's at 2:00am no wonder I need to lose weight! lmao.
So today I got a very unexpected email from this agency I had an interview with. I was quite surprised and excited..although they did drop some kinda "bad news"...they expressed that they LOVED my look...but they would like for me to drop 10-15 pounds. I was actually smacking down on a BIG BOWL of chocolate fudge brownie ice cream, damn lol.
I mean it's not that big of a deal..10-15 pounds is cool..BUT...
(btw, to answer the question ive been getting..im 5'9..about a good 6'-6'1ft with heels. I am not very big as it is! lol, damn.
anywho...I had to take down the beautiful layout I had..because for some odd reason it would'nt let me post more than 2 blogs. PSSSH.
So there is an rapper named ace da vinci..from Chicago I believe...and he has this song named "Chasing Rainbows"..that I absolutely LOVE this song. It describes the situation I am in and how I feel to a "T".
you can check him out at... http://www.myspace.com/acedavinci1
you can listen to the track by downloading his mixtape..
I have been doing photography for a few years now...and I see now of days it's kind of a umm "trend"?
everybody and there momma is doing it. BUT hey! I just look at it as they must see what I love in it! Photography is a great thing..and it is a great way to express yourself. do what makes YOU happy! =]
ANYWHO "peep" it out!
and I promise you I will have more to post later. =]
